Pearly

Its been a long time

2009-10-27T14:24:00.002+08:00

Yeah its been a long long time. Well maybe 2mths to some is a short time. But frankly, staying at home doing household chores and panicking that you wont find a job is not such a relaxing thing to do. 1) You're afraid that you'll get lazy, 2) no $ to spare & to save. It had been freaking 3 weeks since application and 3 weeks since 1st interview and yet another 3 weeks coming now from 2nd interview! Sometimes i seriously don't know what these company wants? Hello.. Its not like i am applying to be a CEO or President ya? And i am not asking for a sky high salary. Why can't you just get back to me ?

Gosh... I am collapsing soon! With my health deteriorating...my throat my lungs and ucles on my mouth. Sometimes i really dread everything in life! I feel like staying in my shell forever and ignoring everything! Why do we have to work to eat and eat to live? Can someone pls enlighten me and tell me what to do? Where should i go from here? I am stucked... so stucked! I am so dreading my life now.. I have nothing to look forward to.. i can't move forward? I hate everything now and i have no one to turn to... =~(

Long time no update ler...

2009-06-21T17:49:00.002+08:00

Heya all that previously followed by blog.
Been busy lately with my wedding and house preparations. In the midst of it
but had to postpone till further discussion due to some issues. Kinda sad,
coz thought that next year could have a better time due staying somewhere else,
now that i had to postpone it when i forward so much to it!

Anyway, the photo shoot experience was really good although there were hiccups everywhere.
Bad comments on forums and personal experience with the people...
We ended up purchasing all the pics.. omg! Really cost a bomb.... happy & sad at the same time, coz the pics turned up beautifully. It was really a tough decision! The weather that day was terrible as it was raining in the morning and my make up artist told me that the photographer had fever for several days. So might have to postpone the shots... we especially took leave from work smmore...

Then we went to a short trip to indonesia to have fun! Boy! We really enjoyed ourself much... Now looking forward to our temporary home being ready, my graduation in Sept , and photos to be ready in July.

Love ya lots!

The kitty

2009-04-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

This kitty always come to us for food.... =Ppp

double rainbow

2009-03-01T17:26:00.001+08:00

We saw a double rainbow last Thursday. It was lovely, and it reminded me of the good old times.
The day when he asked me to be his gf. So fast now... years had past. We've all aged. Cherish the good times and appreciate the bad. Especially in recession now, learn to save and not splurge unnecessarily.

Feeling so blissful recently. Yes! I too hope that life could be simpler. Nothing luxurious, just happiness is what i wish for.

Another week had come & Gone . . .

2009-02-17T15:36:00.002+08:00

Hi all, its been sometime since I've blogged. Wonder when my training will begin. Am so excited coz i am gonna finally be able to select my flat this coming Sunday. Been wanting this house for so long so long, and we've finally have a love nest of our own. Bad news is... we still have to wait. Good news is... meanwhile we can slowly save for our new home. Go travelling and enjoy ourself! Happy job hunting for both of us too. Haha!

Weekends is coming, any suggestions on any places of interest? Wondering what to do this weekend. The weather is so humid these few days...Gosh! Hope that the heat will subside soon!
Else gonna get more migraines... Till then take cares!

Its only Wednesday!

2009-02-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

OMG! Its only Wednesday lohz... Haiis... this week time seems to pass by so slowly. Today saw that the QSM Indian lady was having training with my TL. Wanted to ask my TM about it, but i decided to scrap the idea. Maybe it's not time yet. So i tell myself to endure! endure! endure!

Recently got not much appettie to eat coz of the freaking weird weather. One moment, it can really be very warm. Very sians and no mood to work also. Everytime hear caller complain.... piangs... really sians manz. Can't wait to get out of this job. Haiiz... my passion is dying again! But seriously hunt for a job after March. Somethings on hand needs to be cleared first lor.

I'm not a high profile person, hence decided to keep my life simple!
Hope can take on the new assignment soon =)

Catch Up!

2009-02-09T22:53:00.003+08:00

Spent last weekend @ ECP... was fun but there was no wind, so kinda still and yah... not so good coz i wanted the sea breeze. Drew on the sand and had a good laugh over it. There's this angmor who walked past, looked @ my drawing and giggled. Saw alot of doggies around that day too... so cute to see them playing water.

Yes! Boss said she will put me on project terms to try out my new position & if i am comfortable with it, she will let me go ahead and pull me out of the team. Away from calls !!!! HAHA! But dearie says then when one climbs high, people tends to pull me down and stuff lidat. Anyway yah, don't care about it lor. Gonna be a busy bee in the next coming months again.

Catch up with Derline on facebook today... had a good chat. But a pity my company connection is really horrible... nice talking to her. Miss those good old days =)

Will be out of town next week... till then... see ya!

Its Home day on Saturday...

2009-01-17T21:10:00.002+08:00

Guess its been happening more frequently...sometimes, its really hard to trust again. Chinese New Year is coming, and i haven't shopped for any new year clothes yet. Haiiz. I just hope that he'll be more sensitive of my feelings. Boss ask me if i was still going to Thailand as she mentioned that it is so unsafe there now. Haiiz. I just can confirm i won't be in Singapore.

Well had appraisal on Friday! Wow! Big Boss rated me 3.4/5. Boss say that's considered very good and high point. Coz she said no one got 5 and she don't think anyone got 4 either. LOLx. I got a new proposition for her , will try to ask for promotion...Gimmie Luck!

Stay tuned if you'll like to find out more! Btw... I've got quite a good queue ticket for my flat. Hope can get a good unit! Wish me luck! Hehe... mummy say this year everything will go shun shun for me... so i should grab my chances =)

Of Mixed Feelings

2009-01-13T22:40:00.002+08:00

Just some updates of things happening in the weekend ... went to the temple to offer prayers on saturday, but becos it was the 15th of the mth, was really packed.. cldnt really made my way in. Wasnt really in a good mood too... and the signs i got from god mum was "scald on the hand" and droplets of rain drops...

We then went to eat Laksa @ Bugis... everyone wasnt enjoying their food... haiiz..
Later went on to ChinaTown to walk walk See see..... then met my ex collegues and chatted awhile, before heading back home.. wasnt in good mood for the whole day.. but happy that the new year Zhuan Yun Zhu and Ying Liew.. made me happier... =) Had a chat with darling after dinner too, then both of us felt better.... Well waiting for the release of the BTO results.. wish us luck!

Happiness

2009-01-10T00:11:00.008+08:00

Happiness fills me again...
yup.. i secretly logged into my school's website...
and yes! I've cleared my degree course!!!! ^^

Yes... no words can express how i am feeling right now..
as its a 2 years torturing course.. as i had to fork out the school fees..
see myself thru this course as i started working... =.=

At last... its all worth it!
And i've got the card from my dearie... thanks darling!!!

Huh, not again...

2009-01-07T09:48:00.002+08:00

Think its becos lack of sleep and too much things that's running through my head.
I didnt sleep much on Monday nite, hence since dearie also never really slp.. we went to see
doctor together.. the clinc really charged sky high... imagine one migraine pill cost $3 omg...
we were really lost for words man...actually alot of things could have been avoided.. but i guess somehow it might be a test from above...

Chinese new year is coming soon.. in like 2 weeks time, seeing so many people doing last minute of spring cleaning. Luckily i had mine done with the help of my dearie and mummy. Dearie said he wanted to clean his house too lar... but i was thinking dunno when.. haha... and he doesnt really seems to care also lo...So nvm.. how time flies..

Tmr have to head back to work again. Hate it man...i am starting to loathe work here, hope that i can persue my own passion and really get something that i want!

~ A day of Fun and Excitement~

2009-01-04T10:43:00.005+08:00

Yesterday me and dardar went to Suntec City Wedding & Travel show...Not to sure were we excited or disappointing or what leh? Coz there were quite a few vendors and a lot of couples yet there seems to be "missing stuff" the advertisement really was over-done already wor.

Anyway then, we proceed to the booths and maybe cos we were in our couple t-shirts we were soon being "aimed" by the vendors... one after another, asking us to give chance to them. It was really alarming...they flock to you like bees...

Luckily we did not sit down at the very first booth.. we just walked around until my dar saw this very nicely done album and wanted to have a look. wow... so eye-catching and captivating..
We then sat down and.... guess what? It turned out to be about 1-2hrs ++ haha. The lady took time to explain and she had really good sales talk... hope that she do not over promise and under deliver lor... anyway... i hope for the best for everything and that we did not make any mistakes in our choices. .. who doesnt anyway... everyone wants it to be perfect!

Its January le... hope that the BTO results will soon be released and we'll be informed of our queue number soon haha... it'll be anytime soon... oh! we are so excited about it..

Its Saturday!!!

2009-01-03T09:27:00.004+08:00

Plans for today...

Today its Saturday... its a day to go out and have fun! WoHoo... I'll be heading out with dearest later on... thou our "carrot cake" is half completed hahaz... Although we cheated.. i feel its still quite tough to complete. Anyway, hope that today's trip will be a fruitful one. And that my terrible cramps will not act up.

Randomness...

Health - Hope that no pains in my muscles, no wind in my tummy, no gastric or whatsoever to bug me this year... hope that i can be a healthy and happy gal...

Work - Hope to move up the career ladder... seriously i don't mind starting from bottom if i am taking on a junior role...

Play - Hope to travel to a new country (where I've yet to go before). Wishing for a brand new experience =P

Love - As i was msn-ing KW ...realized that there was one of this person who had always been there for me... fetching me nights after nights after classes... he would try his very best to be there for me every night and that was the only thing he could do... coz i need to work and study.. how nice.... but it was also him whom had made me wanna go study.. as that time i thought that
we would never be together, because he showed signs that he would like to retreat from his feelings, although i was already quite fond of him then... (thanks my dearest)

Of course not forgetting my mummy...I wrote my time-tables got a planner so she could track when i was studying and when i wasn't so then she can prepare dinner and she could prepare some light snacks for me to bring to school or work... and of course she borrowed me (she wanna sponsor half de) her savings so that i could continue with this course.... I love my mummy so much... shes the best....ever...

Hope that i will not disappoint the 2 of this most important persons in my life by having good grades for my course as i really worked hard for the last semester... going internet for research.. going library first thing in the morning to find articles and books etc... i really worked very hard for this...

Happy 2009 to all my friends!!!!

2009-01-02T23:07:00.001+08:00

Say good bye to year 2008!!!! Coz 2009 is here already, and guess what? I was fixing a puzzle on 1Jan09...planned to go out de.. budden not feeling very well, so ended up fixing puzzle with dearie at home... but it was fun.. just see how we cheated lolx...

Mum wants me to watch tv with her.. hahaz...so i just blog maybe laters.... ciaoz...

Review 2009

2009-01-01T00:50:00.002+08:00

What Will BE Your New Year Resolutions?
Sounds like an easy question to answer to?

09 Jan 08
That would be to clear my year 1 semester 3's results..
hope to achieve at least B grade for both modules.

28 Jan 08
Hope to pass my driving test at the 1st attempt.
(got it in 2nd attempt)

07 Feb & 08 Feb 08
Hope to celebrate Chinese New year with the special one,
and my family.
(i did)

09~27 Feb 08
Getting ready for exams on 22 & 27 Feb 08. Feb/March is indeed a busy month.

14 Feb 08
Hope to have the most romantic Valentine's Day celebration ever.
I want something memorable, that i can remember for the rest of my life.
(Mos Burger.. that i remembered, but the sentosa chalet was the more memorable one)

Feb - March 08
Go for a short holiday with my dearest, enjoy and relax myself
before the new school term starts.
Increase my D.I.Y earring collection and probably start some sales...
Will post photos for reference soon =)
(went to Thailand/BKK)

March 08 -Pending for opportunity
Go Job Hunting with dearest.
Hope to find a marketing related job and start from somewhere,
hopefully in a tourism related industry, or at least marketing something that
i am comfortable with. Hopefully on corporate side.
Also considering starting out my own little business... perhaps selling
accessories, tuition services, business services, promotions and events or related.
(got into same job in august/sep)

14 April 08
Hope to have a great 1 year anniversary celebration with my dearest.
Something special, a memory that is for the both of us to keep.
(my driving licence? haha)

10~23May08
Prepare for exam papers on 20&23May.

Jun/Jul 08
Hopefully start yoga lessons, keep fit and stay healthy.
(Provided i have enough spare cash by then)
no spare cash.....

August 08
Celebrate National Day!!!
and also prepare for the last coming semester, before ending all my
degree pains =x

Oct/Nov 08
Hope to clear my studies and aiming for at least a 2nd class
upper with honors degree.

Dec/08
Clear all my debts, return borrowings to Mummy dearest.
Not yet...2 more times....

Posting and posting

2008-12-27T12:49:00.003+08:00

The skies looked really gloomy now, just like what my heart felt like.
The happiness that lasted the few weeks seems to have fall short.
Now they've all seem to drift far away.

I am a person of few friends, because i pick my friends and i don't open
myself up easily. But i do cherish and treasure all my hand picked friends.
I don't easily share my life with someone and its not easy for me to
talk to someone...

People who knew me will know what happened before.. its not because i am
afraid of failures... I've been through them all. From failing to get into polytechnic to
now a university graduate soon-to-be... from failing my driving test to now.. holding my own
driving license...

But when it comes to matters of the heart... it is just so hard to say ..
so hard to understand and comprehend.. so hard to open up...
so hard to be positive anymore....

Its been a long way here....20months & many long nights and days...
is it so hard to have someone to love me and really think about how i feel?
To listen to me and offer a comforting shoulder for me to lean on?
Sometimes i am very afraid that i might make the wrong decision...yet sometimes
i am afraid i'll regret if i let go....
What should i do?

P/S: Choosing love songs.... if you have any to add to my list to lemme know k...

1) From this moment
2) Till the end
3) For the First time
.....................cant think of other better songs at the moment....

2008-12-27T12:33:00.000+08:00

Took some pics previously of this 2 notti doggies...
enjoy!

2008-12-26T23:08:00.001+08:00

So another day had gone and come again...
i am really short-tempered....
I was almost angry every other day.... oh i dunno what i should say...
initially i was ok... but the more i think abt it.. the more angry i got =(

wats wrong wif me?

2008-12-22T11:20:00.002+08:00

Sick?
Yeah babes... I am currently not so in the pink of health.
Had absolutely no idea what happened...
my tummy is so airy. Not sure if its due to the water @ the office?
The aircon which is too strong for my body to take it?
Or myself eating at irregular hours due to the call center job?

Sighs....
Why is it that its me?
Why others did not complain of such things? Why?
I am just puzzled....is this world all about chasing numbers?
Its so horrible to wake up every hour of the night just so to burp the "wind"
out of the body... as i am saying now... i "burped".
I don't even drink gasy drinks much and normally i go for warm water
when i am at home...

I need a cure...
I need to know whats wrong with me?
=(

YoHooo

2008-12-19T09:26:00.000+08:00

How time had flew past ya....
Looking back its a year full of events.
Past week we've gone to the Jurong Bird Park, we went overseas with Mummy and
we also started Spring cleaning and walking around hoping to clear our vochures.

Havent been so happy for a long time, althou i had yet to find my ideal job...
but looking forward i am glad that i've acheived quite alot here...

=)
Cheers!

Happy WeeKend

2008-11-30T08:57:00.002+08:00

YiPpie....... its a happy weekend!
Whats new this weekend?
You know every working week is a new week but what keeps me really happy is weekends!

Update from work: Tulasi had left the company coz heard that her hubby is posted back to M'sia. My TM also suddenly asked for our resume which i smell that something fishy is going on...this month also suffered a pay cut coz last month took NPL for exams (its 6 days!!!!) you can really imagine my pay only enough to cover transport and i practically felt like i've been working for free for the rest of the days! Here its not like my ex company where they really let me advance and advance all the leave i want. Here is soooooooo stingy lor haiiz. Also they told us to print out our MCs and leave balance... dunno what they want? Think they gonna have some sort of apprasial going on... anyway hack... told mum i'm gonna leave once i found a better job. Anyway i'll graduating soon also.... Yippie......

Next Up: Saturday went to JB (City Square) & what the other place ahz....? Forgot the name liaox lol. Went there to walk walk with dar & mummy lor. Bought myself a new pair of shoes and a new mini jacket (my 1st ever mini jacket) hehe.... saved quite a bit...The malaysia teppanyaki wasn't what i thought it was supposed to be... but mummy had a try haha.

We all had fun lohz.... next time mummy says go Jesco to walk walk yippie.... but not in the near future. You know they're moving the immigration check point to somewhere further down le?
But doesn't really matter since we don't drive right? LOLx.

Later goin to watch movie and clear my vochure le....Weeee YipIeee!!!

Rants

2008-11-16T00:09:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i really feel it is getting ridiculously wrong. They say that he can predict 10 years ahead. But didn't he see that babies will grow up and decide to have their own nest? Or is it that becos he is so rich and stay in a private house and expect all Singaporeans to do so too? Or to cramp with their family in that spacious home becos everyone does not have babies and the home will be so spacious or what? Of course babies will grow up, fall in love and decide to get married. Tell Singaporeans to have more babies... but what? No home... should we all just set up tents and live there? OMG....

Just so fetup the flat supply is simply not enough manz! Cant they just build those flats first? somemore must see enough ppl apply or not? So ridiculous... Grrrrr.. what can i say manz... sometimes i feel so angry.
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See this yellow bird? nice mah? I took it since had been seeing it so often... keke
nice hor? suspect from birdpark fly out de... wonder when can go JBP!

Heart Pain

2008-10-28T00:39:00.001+08:00

I am in pain... my heart aches...... my heart is pumping very quickly...
and it is so difficult for me to breathe...
i dunno wats happening....... its so painful.... so painful.....

depressed again

2008-10-27T12:53:00.001+08:00

sometimes.... somehow... i just feel upset.
i don't know if its just me? or is it normal?
sometimes i just don't want to listen anymore,
i just don't wish to care...
I only want to disappear from this world on this day forth...

Sighs... i am really tired... of everything..
living is a chore... having to think about this and that..
day in day out...
its just a routine... 2008 is going off...
so what? 2009 is just another year....
what am i waiting for?
what am i looking forward to?
what exactly do i want...
i don't know!

Bahaha...

2008-10-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

Wow... today after the end of the paper, i saw alot of black faces walking out of the classroom. Some were chanting... wah lao waste our time to study something that isnt important,
others were saying.. what the hack... wrong focus.. all the negative things you could get after an examination paper. OmG!

Anyway, guess that we all learn our lessons or not? anyway.. heard from D today that 90% who bid the 1/2 yearly sales were 1st timers... god bless us to get our new flats grrrrr

Rants...

2008-10-22T12:00:00.002+08:00

Wohoo.. I really shouldn't be here... really really shouldn't be here...
coz its 2 more days to my 1st exam paper for this semsaster and i am still procrastinating.
I had just SMS "D" to rant coz i can't find much information for a potential examination question.
Guess i have to just drop this topic.

It really isn't going too well at work too... although its already my 2nd month in the company.
I could really say that i am not really happy except for the fact that i can see my dearest everyday and every other moment. Except that now that we've moved, they move us far apart.
What an idiot! Guess that after what my TL had said to my dearest " Don't involve your personal things into your work" I guess that's the triggering sentence that we both should be out looking for new job soon. Idiot! Anyway i didn't like the idea that they are using call boards to mointor our performance more than they are mointering the service level. This is so crap! Worst still...
I have to find out from my collegue that i am siting beside this PRC which i absolutely hate!
Why? Coz he is so noisy... everything he does he had to make it so loud.... OMG!

Good thing is that dearest is slowly settling at work.. hence i am quite reluctant to move on. But after i get my degree.. I know that i have a huge debt to repay.... and the new house that is on its way! We know that our pay cannot sustain us for too long, hence its time to move on....

For my friends whom had been following my blog,
thanks and also sorry for not being able to catch up as there is so much to do and so much
to follow up!

Shall sign off here... cheers! and take care!

Yes that's right i am busy...

2008-10-04T13:59:00.000+08:00

Hi gals....
Yes... i've been very very busy now. Good news... for another 3 weeks till end of October. Bad news, examinations is coming soon... Boo Hoo... project dateline is nearing too and yet not much had been done. Cheers to Man United... coz the case study is really killing me.... sobs...

No traveling until next year... sadden....last week heard from my friend that both her GPs went to join Babe le... tears was coming but i had to just bear the pain... coz to me these GPs are so fragile man... I'm really tired... so much to do.. so little time. Dont even have time to sleep...

Went to watch F1 race last week... wow the lightnings and the vroom vroom sound of the cars...
oh man!!!! no... i didnt watch the finals lolx i watched one of the trainning... finals i watched at home with my boi... was a good watch althou i am not a fan of F1... haha

Nowadays there are more people locking up their blogs... good or bad? You decide...
till then... ciaos!

BoO!!!

2008-08-15T22:36:00.002+08:00

Thanks Bandanna for the SMS... sorry that i was really busy to reply...finally could message you!
Yeah all!!!! I am happy that i survived a week in this new work place of mine! Overall i am still quite positive, trying to increase the Chinese population in my team bleahS....

Today OT-ed for 15mins haha... (paid hor). =Pppp here got trend.. most ppl will OT during lunch de... or if they end at 5pm... they will OT too. Its just that they are so slow, so slow in processing stuff lors...like my staff pass and my security pass... i got the feeling like they'll never come lolx.
Anyway they are making moving preparation la.. so sooner or later... (in 2 mths) we'll be out of here and all that passes... it wouldn't matter anymore.

Really hope that things will improve here.. really can't stand the slowness... bud den slack got slack good oso. Here u take MC... u MIA... bo lang seems to scream at you, but your poor team mates gotta work extra hard to clear the calls lor... so see how lor?

Heard from TL that Monday got Ah Neh comin to join us. So i suggested yesterday for him to drag the training so that its easier for him to teach... and truely, he did it leh haha.
So today been doing jagging... he told me to clear OF.. i told him No.... bu yao hai wo....
i told my colleagues that if they do that to me... I'll be MIA on Monday for sure...
want sue sue lor lolx.... i cant be bothered... the coy is so big yet they only have only one pathetic n small projector... >.<||| sighs... anyway i bo hius le la... tmr got class...zZzzzz gotta wake up early.

My New Job

2008-08-11T21:54:00.003+08:00

And so, i woke up extremely early at 5.30am today, not that i was excited about my new job. But that was becos mum left for work, so told her to wake me up... but i woke up even before my alarm went off. Headed off to have breakfast, took a cold shower and set off to Jurong East to work.

As it was my first day, and i totally had no idea what time or what colour was the bus, i decided to walk to the office. (10-15mins walk) not that bad loh.... then didn't know who to look for and where to go, and decided to call the P.I.C whom i was told to call the other time when i had the interview, and she told me to proceed to the 3rd level eventually... shoke hands with boss and ya was introduced to the TL and then to the director.... and spend the next few minutes listening to boss yadaing about the call board. Next hour, spend the time in front of the PC looking at MOM website EP application and stuff.... followed by another few hours of jagging with my colleague as i watched SL plunged. OMG.... Zzzz

Then she told me she is having lunch @ 2pm and that i had to go at 1pm ALONE!!! Poor me... and so i walked to Atrium to had lunch all alone... sOb sOb... it was my first day at work and i had to eat alone... i felt so pitiful. Time passed very quickly today although all i did was jaggin in and listening to calls... and ya staring into space lor....But boss says that my trainning starts tmr which... i am not so sure, i dun mind jagging smmore since i get paid and i get to learn more things lor....

**********************************NOTICE************************************
By the way, if you are interested to work in an EXPANDING Call Ctre environment,
Gov-Linked and partially owned by Temasek Holdings... most of it all,
you need a Full-Time job & don't mind working on alternate Saturday, OFFICE HOURS &
NO SHIFT WORK required and get paid for OT even for 15 minutes!!!! and is ready to commit for @ least 6months!!! Training provided! Kindly inform me^^ coz i haf sumthing fer you!
******************************************************************************

Yawnz... feeling tired as i typed... so i shall stop here... go dry my hair and get ready to bed! Sigin off at 10.03pm

Happy Belated National Day!

2008-08-10T13:38:00.002+08:00

Have you watched the opening of the Beijing Olympics... wow... the moment my bf left.. it was like... Singapore lolx... the nbr 188th country to enter the stadium lor... but the fireworks were really spectacular and the lighting up ceremony was grand. Yesterday watched weight lifting, man's gymnastics and today was swimming, archery and woman's gymnastics.

And Boo!!!! Happy Belated National Day. Was out yesterday at my bf's auntie's house to have pot luck. Well, went to watch preview last week and it was quite disappointing, only the fireworks was worth it and the musical fountains that were spectacular. You should look at how everyone anxiously looked at the "birds" coming out and trying to spot Cheryl on the TV... i must say we had a good laugh...

Aunty Grace also taught us quite alot about the selection of flats, and where to stay. Also gave us a sneak preview of an agent's life. Not easy at all...

Had fun with Twinkle (Aunty Jess's dog), Nica & Phela (Aunty Dori's dog) haha. Look at how Natasha progressed... she is not so afraid of the dogs anymore.. unlike Jeremy.. oh mine... he let go off Nica.. luckily my darling got hold of her... else dunno where she run to already... prob wham into Aunty Doris... or Ah ma...

Well everything is coming together now.
Tmr will be my first day at work of my new assignment, hopefully good enough to last me till next year. Then planning to do the HLE right after my 3 months period, just nice also the end of exams... then we can proceed with the selection of the flats.. and look forward to next year together.. and before that .. X'mas and graduation celebration. Yippie! I am so glad that things are slowly falling in place now.

Also this coming Sat will be the start of my last school semaster... i am so looking forward to it and it to be over!!!! Will update more when i am more free... sorry for the delay all.

To Bananna: Hope you get well soon ....
To Max: Hope you will find a job with better prospects...
To Aunty Chris: Hope that the new department is better for ya ^^ update me ya?
To my friends overseas: Hope you all are well and can adapt to life out there... and don't forget us at Singapore =)

M.I.A

2008-07-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

Hi All... how time flies? realized that i had stopped bloggin for almost 2 months? wow.. can't believe it. Well life had been very happening la.. i actually accepted an assignment and worked on it for like only 2weeks.. i can't believe it. But its really very boring.. right now still on a job hunt. So if you have anything in mind.. lemme know.

Another year of my life had gone... a year older by now lolx... dunno is happie or not? Thanks dearie for the little celebration and NYNY for the candy floss cake haha... we finished the meal!!!

Havnt got to meet up my poly friend before he went Aussie to study... sad case budden nvm lar.
Juz came back from a short holiday at Genting/Camerons... was a good trip. Tiring but quite enjoyed it ! Had been feeling very lethargic recently .. wonder what's wrong with me... =/

Weeee.... I'm back again....

2008-06-12T13:58:00.002+08:00

Wow.... some good news... feeling better now as my job hunt was rewarded. But still i find that the employers nowadays really sux!!!! Haiiz.... want to go do some shopping soon, get some new clothes Weee....went to 3 interviews: Results as follows:

Company A:
POST: Recruitment Consultant
Salary: FIX + COM + Transport allowance (FIX SUM)
First interview impression:
-AGM commented that she enjoyed talking to me... but she has 8-9 more candidates to see.. will get back to me soon... she asked me to give her my comments.
(so i more or less know that she wanted me liaos haha)

Company B:
POST: Telesales Officer
Salary: FIX + COM based on salary+ Incentive (Unknown)
First interview impression:
-50% chance.. coz it was a super short interview, and i forgot to print my resume for them (they didnt ask for it in the first place) and the recruitment consultant didnt gave me any good impression.

Company C:
Post: Telemarketing Assistant <-> Accounts executive
Salary: FIX + Com
First interview impression:
HR assistant said i am definitely the person which they are looking for...
Accounts manager said she is willing to give a chance......wanted me to go for higher position

[End up all is bullshit, told me to call her on her OFF day, and she's on AL for 1 week]

Been keeping track of the latest BTO coz plan to get my own flat soon. But of course,
$$ is always a problem. Haiiz...becos of this every time argue..sobs.... what to do?
Have to be realistic wat? Where can we find so much money when u want to pay for your family... and save for OUR family?

Haiis.... hope to be able to catch up with Christina and co soon but i doubt lor.. with all this busy schedule and busy life and stuff and few mths time sch opening again... haha... but life busy is good, it means it is fruitful.

BuRpz...

2008-06-01T22:45:00.002+08:00

This whole week is the best week.... 1 whole wk spend wif my dar. Then we hav been getting food restaurants membership card... *burps* was just telling dar, tat next time June will be the "hot" eating month... and we'll be like busy eating and spending vochures in June haha. Anyway glad that J meimei is getting better day by day, really happy for her...
now is hope that she can be discharged soon. Job hunting still no results... sob sob..
continue the search, continue the hunt.

Watched VCD with dar today... The decedents... quite an awful show lar lolz. Ending quite sad lor, almost all 6 of the main cast all gone in the cave haiis. But had quite some good food today. Hope dar is full and he should be home soon? hehe.

~aNother Day~

2008-05-30T11:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday meet up with dar around 3++pm, then went to visit J meimei. Saw her "throw tantrums" and crying away. Felt upset and tried to control my tears. Tried to talk to her,
to try and forget the pain and endure it. Then saw that each time dar talks to her, she listens,
but she keeps on saying pain and she cannot take it. Realize that the way she lies tilt too much to one side, that why her leg went numb.

The doctor also was too fierce, i mean how can you speak to a kid in such a fierce manner. After all, she is still your patient. But life is like that, you cant be commanding people around. Even more so when you are ill, don't think that others are obligated to serve you. They are there to give you support and help you, but if you don't help yourself then no one will be able to. No one can feel your pain that is in you, we can only be there for you.

Having another day of hard time trying to sleep, end up went to watch abit of tv till quite late then when to tuck in. Can't help thinking when she will brace herself up, as there are so much things happening and we really can't afford to have her acting like this....

PS brace up soon, its for the better of yourself to get well. Do it for yourself, if not for your brother or mother. You have everyone's support. Be strong and get well. We want to see you back on your feet soon and get out of that place... we'll be happy to stand by you always.

~Daily Entry~

2008-05-29T07:58:00.001+08:00

...Daily Entry...
Goals Recapped:
1. Driving Licensed Obtained.
2. Degree ( almost there)
3. Full- time Job (No where in sight)

Its 08.05am now, as i blog. Would say a very early morning for one whom is not working.
Looking forward to a day out as i haven't been really out for sometime already.
NP gangs going back to meet Miss KPT. Was speaking to dar about this legendary lady yesterday night before i had trouble falling asleep.
Its weird to say this, but i think i have forgotten how to "fall asleep"
cause, i just have difficulties falling asleep these days.
And what happens in the morning is that i just get very lethargic and can't concentrate
on what i wanna do.

Anyone with any sleeping tips?
Tried drinking milk, hot milo , warm water and so on before going to bed but doesn't really works. Also tried to listen to my mp3s and sleep, but mostly waking up with a "tired ear".

Well i am still keen on a short holiday, although a long one will even be nicer. But now is the travel peak season... oh when will NATAS fair be?

Lastly, glad that J Sis is ok, although haven't visit her yet.
Hope that she can be discharged soon and is feeling ok.
Just hope that she do not keep re-thinking the process, i know she'll be okay
as she have us around and she's a positive gal.

Saw this interesting crafted baby in an email
and thought i do a little artwork to the photo.
Find the baby so cute, like a real baby. Take a look, and leave your comments =)

Recuperation

2008-05-28T13:24:00.000+08:00

AM i moving towards the road of recuperation, or am i moving into the road of doom?
Seriously i cannot answer you this. I can only tell myself each day, not to think about it and to slowly proceed on. Taking a step at a time. Still no potential job to apply for.

Thou yesterday was dar's burfie, he still came down to pei wo and talked to me. Decided that we should both go visit J sis today together. Wonder how's she feeling already... Op should be done or not near completion, will try to talk to her laters. Now feeling alittle tired.. guess i will go shower soon and get ready to meet dar. Looks cloudly and rainny still.. hope that the sun shines after the rain. Added KW in my links... going to job sites to see awhile more than go shower already.

Al thou it's raining.. but its still very very hot.

Depression

2008-05-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

I think i am in depression. I just feel like being alone... maybe its because people around me havn't been caring enough. Maybe its just that i self-induced. I can't sleep every night. I either made myself so tired that i fall asleep. Or sometimes i just cry myself to bed. I just feel like crying so much, crying all the miserables in my life. No one actually cared about how i felt inside. The pain is back.. the painful memories.. which i can't seem to let go...

This is really sad... I've worked so hard. But now, i am jobless. I'm jobless for coming 3 months. And i am depressed. Everyone has someone...but me? I have no one. When i looked at my phone... I don't know which number to dail, I dunno who to sms to. Coz i have no one. When i need help... I just sat there and i cry... and slowly i cry myself to sleep. In the morning, i just refused to wake up. I am so stressed... so upset. I am so upset with myself. So leave me alone....
Let me rot.... let me be....Why is it that everyone else have more attention than me? Do they deserve it? Why is it that i must always fight with them for attention to be cared for?

I am just a useless piece of junk...right now i juz dun feel like speaking to anyone. Believe me.. when i go... no one will know, no one will care... this is how cruel this world is... maybe i am suited alone...maybe that is the best for me. Once again i did a mass deletion on my MSN... more people are gone.. coz i believe if they cared, they'll initiate a chat. Not me... not always i am the one.... if u dun care abt me ... then off u go... let me be alone.... u are juz a passer-by in life... i am really very tired... tired of living in this world, of all this fights... of all this nonsense....

Happy Mothers day!!!

2008-05-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

Happy Mothers day!!!
Too all mama out there... this day is dedicated to you.
For all your heart-work in bringing us up and time spent on teaching us the right path and
things to do. All the advice and all the time to nurture us.

Brought mummy to Thai Express today... luckily got reservation, else sure gonna regret de.
Then at night go to my bf place for dinner. Overall food at Thai Express never seems to disappointed me, just that the prawn balls today dun haf!!! omg... wanted mummy to taste it cos so nice. Not heartache on the money spend lar.. considering all the care that my mum had provided me. All the money she had spent on me.. this is really nothing lor, without her dun haf me lor.

Hope she understands my intention of the meal.. having a bad stomach contraction now.. urgh.. wun blog further. Btw, just killed 2 cockroaches.. real big ones in the kitchen juz mins ago.

Its a good day...

2008-05-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

We went to Lot1 to shop shop around... well nowadays there are more new shops liaos.. saw a pair of really nice sovilet titus watch arghz... *gian* $200++ lehs... broke.. *sob sobs*
Then we brought prezzies for our Mummys as tmr is Mother's day. And already got consent from mama to book lunch @ Thai Express as the food there is tried and tested and tasted good keke. Hope mummy will like the food lar.. coz i know she likes thai food de.

Then bought her lip stick too... My darling also bought lip stick for his mama, hope yr mama like the colour which i've choosen for her ya? Wah tmr will be the real busy day. A day committed for family lor... hahas. Hope faster find job also, so can start to repay my debts haha.
Bought a top @ double I today also.. simple short dress lar.. not bad lor kinda nice and simple. Well just want to clear my voucher haha since they accept it then good lor.

Okie dokies... gonna be busy in the up-coming week coz busy preparing for exams. Urghz.. time of the year which i hate most de... nvm nvm.... preserve as the light of the tunnel is near *lol* ->NOvember<-

Blog it?

2008-05-06T08:36:00.000+08:00

Still feeling sian coz no job knocking at my door. Mass application? No way... cheat my way through? I just cant be dishonest to myself and play a dis-service to myself. Thinking of what else to do to earn $. Is it becos i am too picky or is it becos i am truely finding something that i want?

Some people just don't need us around coz we are just extras in their life, althou good to have. They just want to share all the good times, and leave you alone to cry. Well that's the reality of life!
Right now i just want to quickly finish exams which is like 2 more weeks to go... get down back on my job hunting and settle down asap. Rotting at home isn't really a very nice thing to do.

I can only say and hope that in time to come all these will become not important as what i am holding on to have proven its worth...

Its been a tired week

2008-04-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

Seems like much had been happening around me weather i knowingly realized or unknowingly knew about it. And so i respect all of your decisions, be it in friendship, walking in and out of my life or in deciding what you wanted in your lives.

Of course we have no control in your lives as we are busy leading our own. Everyone yearn for a break in life sometimes, yet sometimes we can't. There are just somethings that you want to let go, but you just can't.

Well... life has been a tormenting process. I even asked my mum... if it was so hard to give birth to me.. why did u do it? Sometimes i wish i hadn't been born. To suffer in this crude crude world...

Some reflections while job-seeking

2008-04-21T11:15:00.000+08:00

Hey all.. been a couple of weeks since I've started job seeking. Finding nowadays recruitment agency so slacking and have not been performing up to standard. Why so?

Received a call just minutes ago saying that I've been short-listed for an interview for 2 positions.
1- Financial consultant
2- Recruitment officer
The lady Miss A ruffled through her "introduction" and i didn't really catch where she was calling from. Later she said she was just representing "A" recruitment firm.. of course as much as you've wanted to guess, the first position was with prudential (which i currently have no interest in).
Gosh.. when i tried to probe more about the 2nd job, she just told me.. oh the job is to recruit agents.. i was like (duhz.. u think i can't read English or what?)

And all the time not only she was unable to furnish me more details (which other agencies does) she kept telling me i can't tell you until you have come down for the interview. (which i wasn't totally interested). I mean, why waste people's previous time.. its not like as if you are that free also right. And of course, i rejected her "kind offer" for the interview since she was not performing up to standard. Well, so disappointed.

Indeed, the market is super saturated with this kind of jobs.. so watch out! And recruitment firms who doesn't publish enough informations... what a let down.. you think nowadays people are so hard up for jobs?

gOoD NeWs

2008-04-18T09:38:00.000+08:00

Tada!!! Hello everyone....
thanks for visiting my shop and showing me your support with your purchases,
hehe... starting to kick off business now especially with recommendations around .
And to those whom are still wondering how i fare for my driving... read below. =)

Well, so happened i got the same test route and i sort of got the tester that i wanted.
Hengz he wasn't that fierce, he smiled wif me smmore nehz... well everyone knows that for
BBDC test route 6,8 is most difficult de. Not to show off lar, but really becos of the slopes,
U turn and all the traffic you had to beat. Oh boy!!! It is also a route where
most instructors do not wanna take you, which means less practice lor.

Anyway, they just wanna bring you near near so that you come back fast fast and
they earn the money liao lor.

Well overall happy with my improved performance and had my license on this special special day! I've made it!

Now waiting for my photo card license to come, oh when will my car come? haha... and its 1mth left to exams and 1Wk left for project deadline. And i am still job seeking lolx.

Still as busy

2008-04-10T00:09:00.000+08:00

Busy working on projects, preparing for driving test.. and finding jobs. After which most prob will be busy preparing for exams already.

Will be going for 2 interviews, 1 is a marketing position and the other is more of corporate sales position. Hehe.. excited worz. Will try my best, hopefully can start work soon. Been rotting for so
long already...Well, slowly learning to take things in stride. =)

2008-04-03T15:11:00.000+08:00

I really got so boliao today...

no mood for anything..
so i decided to do something...
compile all my cat collection!!!!
In the end i still missed out my pink kitty photo frame & Garfield telephone haha...
Bo!!!! Shhh! i am waiting for my speakers to "die off" and prob can
get a kitty speaker as well lolx
Not alot actually... coz i check on PRICE & Design..

as well as the fact that i don't just like any cats...

Actually other than the pair of earrings, everything else was contributed by
someone else .. my friends.. my mum.. (unintentionally)... and my love..
postcards from job factory (which they happened to use a cat) and STB cat badge which happened to be Singapore's icon. lolx

~Busy Month~

2008-04-02T00:03:00.000+08:00

Hey peepz... this is gonna be another busy month for me.
Busy job finding... busy wiz projects...with my school
busy with building relationships...
busy with my business and doing up promotions...
Woahz... alot of things to do plus my driving test...
gotta watch out for family members too... =/
OMG! STRESS!!!!

Forgive me if i dun haf time to meet up k...
really want to meet up soon...

~[Updates]~

2008-03-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

Wow.. today meet Chris to go Library to fetch books for my IMS project. Sniff sniff.. really hard to find any suitable books. As usual, hear her talk about stories abt those customers which i had never missed since the day i stepped out of there. Haha... but do miss those times that we're able to gossip and stuff... hard to meet up due to our own commitments lor..

Well busy with my blogstore, but at least up already... do patronize k? ^^

Back in Singapore~~

2008-03-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

Yo everyone!!!! I'm backie from Bangkok after a week. Wow really had lots of shopping to do.. covered alot of places, experience different kind of things. Lots of bargaining done and missed my friends here... but to tell the truth, don't feel like ending the holiday lor.. haha
It was really good to have everything tossed away for awhile... now it feels so good again.

I'm all ready to fight and to carve out a career oh yeah...
update me with the latest in sights and keep in touch all of you !!!

Finally Out

2008-03-02T13:52:00.000+08:00

HeyOoo All,
The day was finally here.
Yesterday had alot of crappy, weird and unusual calls.
Was disappointed at the end of the day becos of someone,
Shan't say who here.. sighs..

Anyway life are full of disappointments.
Its ok! I will brave up and i am looking
forward for my short trip =)

Its almost time

2008-02-27T20:14:00.000+08:00

Wow...
it all felt like a long long time..
since Saturday when i stepped into office to work..
I haven't been seeing my colleagues..
miss every1 there... miss their laughter..
miss those time i was being nagged at...
i wonder if any1 missed me at all?

Well, i will be back on Friday...
i miss Lange most coz she sat just beside me...
miss Banana and aunty Chris, kopi, lunch and bo zhua cum gossip
kakis... miss Kailin too.. her sharing of movie, of traveling tips, knowledge etc...
Miss Irene for our friday OT chiong to cancel times...
miss Jean for little talks and Japanese language discussion...
miss Dip and Mohan for their contribution to the noise level sometimes...
and miss all my TMs for their friendliness....
miss Max for his nonsense.... sayang aka genie....sham....siti....
every single one........ I miss u all so much

Feedback for Sookee Jewellery

2008-02-24T12:36:00.000+08:00

Hi all,
was thinking maybe i should write some feedback for them? Haha...
I am really mad and i would not recommend anyone to
purchase from them.
All the while, i thought that S-K should be one of the better ones
amongst the existing players...
but now i am totally disappointed in them.

Case 1 : My very first Sookee necklace, a metal piece from the clasp
actually broke off!!! never mind.. i replace it
using my silver jewellery's clasp... for like 3-4times!!!
Man it broke off again and again...
untill eventually the end broke off so i totally could not
fix any clasp to it anymore. Gave up! now its a totally useless
piece of "string".

Case 2: My 2nd piece was a 3 intertwined strings bracelet..
the 3 strings intertwined to each other and what happened was that
one string snapped off from the main , resulting in a loose string. OMg...
How to wear it? So i very intelligently tried to stick it back but attempt failed.

Case 3: Most current one!!! Omg.. the bracelet looks so elegant with a chain and a
heart shaped charm in the middle... i was so happy until one day the chain snapped off!!!
Omg.. knowing that i do not give up..
again i tried to fix it!!!
Guess what? after removing that particular chain,
another broke...
and another....
i even replaced it with my own chain hook...
again it broke off!!!
Wow.... SooKee jewelery leh... not princess or some
cheapo u know?
Damn pissed.

And now i am trying to do website feedback
but guess what? the form is totally useless!
doesnt allow me to do so at all..
Damn!!!!

Friends.... pls do not buy from them.
or u'll have a broken chain.

Dear Marketing Team,
I would like to feedback regarding 2 main issues.

1) Website Feedback

- I was looking for the customer feedback column hence went to Sokee Jewellery's website.
Firstly i would like to feedback on the use of colours on the website. I could hardly read from the computer
screen due to the fonts being faint in colour and that the website had a dark background. My suggestion would
be that you can make use of colours such as white or yellow so that the text would stand out.

-Navigation around the website can be tough as the bar is and the bottom and hardly visible.

-I was glad i found the customer feedback form and was all ready to type. Yet to my surprise, I could not
even type anything in it at all. Initially i thought that it was my browser that was down. (i tried using Internet explorer &
Mozilla Firefox), both failed. I even asked 4 of my friends to test out the website. They had similar experiences.

Hence i had to go all round to do a goggle search and finally i located the above email. Imagine how much inconvenience you
have brought to me. That is not all.

2) Unsatisfactory Jewelery quality

1) Sokee necklace with pendent after wearing for few times the split jump ring with one of the metal piece broke off.
i tried to replace it with my own clasp but it failed me several times. Eventually the whole strand with the hook and clasp broke off.

2) Sookee 3 string Spiral Bracelet after wearing for few times one of the stands came loose and managed to force it back,
but unable get the spiral design and the whole bracelet came loose.

3) Sookee chain bracelet with a heart shaped charm, after wearing for few times the jump ring broke off, same thing tried to repair but
another jump ring broke off again.

Finally i just wish to conclude that i am not pleased with your Jewelery quality and is very disappointed as I have
always heard positive comments about how exquisite your Jewelery design are. I am only left with 1 jewelery box and
i do not keep any receipts due to the fact that all 3 are presents from my friends (they have already thrown the receipt way).
Hence i have not attempted to bring it back to the shop at all.

These 3 items are purchased over the years and i have given SooKee 3 times chances, hoping that the quality of your jewelery
will improve over the years. I hope to see improvement and that you can do something about my feedback. i enclose the
photos of the broken jewelery for your reference.

Missing Bracelet Found

2008-02-21T10:31:00.000+08:00

Hi All, just some updates on myself. How's my newly updated blog skin?
Again and again i changed and changed. Humans are fickle minded aren't we?
I am so happy when i saw an sms yesterday about my lost bracelet.
Finally can have it back tomorrow... thanks aunty and dardar.

Also currently serving my termination, offsetting all my leave for exam and
opps... tomorrow having exams and errr... why am i here? Haha!

So happy that i started talking to Lay Ching again. Gal you rocks! And have
added you in my links =)

Do meet up someday... when i am free lolx.
Ppl.. i'll be going overseas for some business stuffs in March...
stay tune for more updates =)

Tender

2008-01-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

I finally brought up the courage to tender.
Went to office. Saw that my supervisor was so busy.
I just can't bring myself to do it..
I don't know why....
perhaps there was another try?

Another Setback

2008-01-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

Well,
in life, there are just lots of setbacks. Be it big or small.
Perhaps many have already known that
i didn't make it @ my 1st attempt due to carelessness.
There is always another try,
i guess this time the stress will be reduced.
Just have to work on my mistakes.

To all who had failed in 1 or another,
there is always another try.

I recalled a fortune teller once told me.
You will have a very tough life in the first half of your life,
but because you work very hard.
The next half of your life is very blissful.
You marry early, and your husband is very rich.
He dotes on you lots and he is totally committed to you.
Your husband is also a very successful man.

1St Goal Acheived!!!

2008-01-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

WeEee....
First goal achieved!!!
Scored Double bonus for my 2 modules... yippie!!!!
Next up..
Monday...
fingers crossed =X

Hopefully after that tender.... =D
xSad... my dearest not waiting for me for new job...
nvm... i shall be in search on my own lor...x

I think

2008-01-06T23:14:00.000+08:00

Think i wanna travel more this year
if i can afford the time & the $
I wanna spend my life earning $
and the rest of my life traveling.
Thats all that i wanna do.

The death of MC King make many realized that
life is short,
we don't have much time to play with.

He made me realized 1 thing,
if you're a good man,
u will pass on easily..
any time..
any where...
there isn't time to bid you good bye.

Dear friends,
I may not know..
when I'll go...
Relapse... when will the next one come?
Will i survive?

2008-01-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

What Will BE Your New Year Resolutions?
Sounds like an easy question to answer to?

09 Jan 08
That would be to clear my year 1 semester 3's results..
hope to achieve at least B grade for both modules.

28 Jan 08
Hope to pass my driving test at the 1st attempt.

07 Feb & 08 Feb 08
Hope to celebrate Chinese New year with the special one,
and my family.

09~27 Feb 08
Getting ready for exams on 22 & 27 Feb 08. Feb/March is indeed a busy month.

14 Feb 08
Hope to have the most romantic Valentine's Day celebration ever.
I want something memorable, that i can remember for the rest of my life.

Feb - March 08
Go for a short holiday with my dearest, enjoy and relax myself
before the new school term starts.
Increase my D.I.Y earring collection and probably start some sales...
Will post photos for reference soon =)

March 08 -Pending for opportunity
Go Job Hunting with dearest.
Hope to find a marketing related job and start from somewhere,
hopefully in a tourism related industry, or at least marketing something that
i am comfortable with. Hopefully on corporate side.
Also considering starting out my own little business... perhaps selling
accessories, tuition services, business services, promotions and events or related.

14 April 08
Hope to have a great 1 year anniversary celebration with my dearest.
Something special, a memory that is for the both of us to keep.

10~23May08
Prepare for exam papers on 20&23May.

Jun/Jul 08
Hopefully start yoga lessons, keep fit and stay healthy.
(Provided i have enough spare cash by then)

August 08
Celebrate National Day!!!
and also prepare for the last coming semester, before ending all my
degree pains =x

Oct/Nov 08
Hope to clear my studies and aiming for at least a 2nd class
upper with honors degree.

Dec/08
Clear all my debts, return borrowings to Mummy dearest.

xXscareDXx

2007-12-25T19:08:00.000+08:00

Lots and lots of updates...
Hey all... been feeling very blue recently becos of endless work and endless things on my mind.
Sometimes i just feel that no one understands me, no one understands my feelings.
That night i was waiting for someone to reply my sms,
and admist of waiting i fell asleep...

When i woke up i felt an acute pain on my chest..
to tell the truth, it was no laughing matter...
the pain made my heart numb, made my whole right hand numb and i could feel my head aching.
Just one side of the body but that was enough to send tears down my cheeks...

I dunno what is happening to me...
was so panicky and quickly sms dar..
he did a few checks on me and confirmed my safety...
I guess all was that due to my stress....

Yun is finally back in SGP!!!! yay! miss her so much,
think will ask her out for a cup of kopi soon and some shopping =)

tiredEzz

2007-11-27T14:23:00.000+08:00

TireDddddneSssss

=Xx

2007-11-18T19:56:00.000+08:00

Lazy to blog.. maybe after my exams bahs.. Exams had been making me busy and dun feel like working, especially during saturday when i returned to work, so many things were not working.. and my pc is dying... pls save him!

Wow.... cool D&D

2007-10-27T21:37:00.000+08:00

To bad the mood abit spoiled due to too many absenties on our table.. sigh.. anyway

hope u all liked the pics ^^

Lazy

2007-10-25T12:37:00.000+08:00

Hey all, been so lzay recently.. haiis hais.. its really tiring being here and there...
rushing for driving, rushing for lessons and rushing for work...zZzz
Shall keep all updated.... hmmmm? if anyone cares? lolz

Long time no update liaos

2007-10-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hiya think long time no update blog liaos... things had been going on lar.. busy busy lo..
lookin fwd to dnd lor... haha not do not disturb...pple say i had been growing thinner.. but dunno lehs... haha not that thin right? =x

Days of unrest . . .

2007-10-02T20:14:00.000+08:00

Its been days of unrest for me..

Much had been on my mind..

my past, my sad past.

Easy to say to put them behind me..

but how much i went through still i was a young child..

who knows? who bothers? who is there to empathise me?

Not that i refuse to let them go..

but past memories haunt me..

painful and sad memories that i wish to let go..

why do they re surfaced again?

Will be going driving again tmr... will be into stage 2 le....I am so broke le... tmr is also

project due date.. *prays hard i will do well*

really spent alot of time on it...hope lecturer appreciates my hard work.

So tired... chiong so many calls today...70plus lor...

2007-09-20T15:21:00.000+08:00

Tired Tired Tired

Busy

2007-09-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

Wow busy week lehz.... one more tiny step stage cleared. My instructor say can go to main road next lesson ler... but i wun get to see him leh... so sad leh... coz friday plan to go out... so will replace lesson on thursday lor...hmm... ths US lecturer dunno how to teach leh... bth.. me and DT wanna sleep liao lor.... he spend so much time on useless things n his ppt slides crap lor... haiiz

2007-09-09T18:35:00.000+08:00

wow cool... today on the road again.. with the same instructor... and there i go banging onto the same spot again... must be very careful.. but like what my instructor said, it is generally easier to drive on the road compared to in the circuit.. nevermind will try again tmr ^^

2007-09-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

Today is full of crappy calls lor... esp my last call.. this auntie v v v jialat lorrrrr......
cant take it.. ask to check this and that... dispute this and that... want change this and that.. wante remove this and that... one single bill plan repeated to her like how many hundred times and she keep asking stilll... finally hang up after 2omins lor... then ask me check her husband a/c smmore.. omg!

2007-09-08T21:01:00.001+08:00

yippie........ driving is fun tmr go drive again...but weekends are so expensive lor.. its like $10 more than normal days.. sometimes really can cough blood. >.<
HRM Project now at 1k/3k words... 1/3 only zZzz...
Wooo... guess who i've met? Met AK's gf (Sheena) in PSB .. she was beside my class only haha...she seems to have some difficulties in coping with her Marketing project....
such a coincidence right? Its a small world after all... =Ppp
I am a happy gal.... Next week is XIONG week coz Mon-Fri Work... Mon-Fri Sch... except friday no sch but weekends both got classes and Mon back to work!!! Gosh.... =.=

no time to lose

2007-09-06T20:05:00.000+08:00

I got no time to lose.... wow been real busy since school started. Sometimes i just wish that i had more time to learn driving.. to study.. to clear projects.. to go for classes.. gotta clear my HR project real soon coz the Marketing project is coming up already... goodness...

Yippie today had my first driving class... OMG! I cant believe i can drive a car??? haha... amazing lolz. Within 15-30mins of the lesson i was already driving.. controlling the movement of the car. Budden ok lar.. nearly rammed into other people's car 2x today at the same curve... Luckily my instructor was quick enough to make the E-brake lolz... Thanks Mr Ng for the wonderful first lesson...he chat with me also, and it puts me at ease. I think he wanted to test if i paid attention while on the road or not also lor haha. You're just great Mr Ng. ^^

Went to meet Aunty Chris aft that coz she wasnt feeling good due to lots of crappy calls today... we went to la kopi... Popular bookshop and NTUC lolz.. but we din bought anything.. had a nice chat.. then walk her to her mother-in-law place then i walked home by myself... thinking of my bf tht time... coz he used to walk me home everytime =)

Told chris i wanna have my own house soon and she asked when when when? Where ? where? where? haha... i only answered plan on 2009 but well... we shall see =)

You Tube Show Recomendations...

2007-09-02T11:44:00.001+08:00

Are you bored? Thinking of what to watch? Below are some show recomendations...Check em out!

This show DreamsLink is re-scripted by chong yao... if you've watch Yi Lian You Meng long time back... this is actually different... so check out .. if u like the story u can watch it on you tube. Currently is uploaded till episode 17. =) Meaningful Love story... kinda sad though...

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another interesting show... check it out! Theres Chen Ling in it haha.. kinda funny love...=Ppp
Huan Huan Ai... Exchange Love =)

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Super Super Duper sad Japanese show... about an illness that takes away her life...
It really made me cried... coz its so sad... but the story line is good! Check it out!
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Tokyo Juliet... Check it out... story about love and fashion designing... Its cool..... ^^ Enjoy these shows

Deep Sleep

2007-09-01T19:39:00.001+08:00

Went into deep sleep just now coz my chest was so painful... my stomach was so pain... feeling so nauseous... so uncomfortable.. cldnt even eat... Feeling so tight... so upset... and there is just no one there for me... no one to care for me... only sms that annoys me further.... my head still spinning...

AQ Last day

2007-08-30T23:36:00.000+08:00

Woo... sincerely thanks AQ for bringing me into this job... tmr she's leaving me once again to pursue her dreams in a new job... i wish her all the best. Hope she is feeling better from our food poisioning... Gotta start hunting for D&D dress soon... i plan to get 2 dresses... one more fanciful one and the other plain one for dear's col's wedding de... so tired after a long long day....
Finally can start to learn driving next week!!!! WeEEee so excited keke.... next time must buy car =P

Rainy...

2007-08-28T14:32:00.000+08:00

Wat a rainny day... i am sneezing non-stop liaoz... o_o

-=Ratatouille=-

2007-08-27T09:38:00.000+08:00

I want i want! i want to watch Ratatouille... I even wanna hunt for the rat soft toy after it is out haha... but that isnt my piority.. i am still hunting for my meow meow ....tink i woke up quite late today already.. planning to do my HRM Project brieft, HRM Chapter 2 notes & work out the Case Study answers.. but later gotta do abit of refresh & revision for my FT also. Nevermind coz i still have tmr afternoon to do the rest of the "incompletes" but i cannot drag liaoz... Now so hungry coz i havent ate anything all morning haha... Go complete my Huan huan Ai denz see what to do ... OIL is so cool haha... dun haf to face nasty customers.... pui!
=Pppp

Bored

2007-08-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

Bored.... no off day till sat n sat is not off day!!!! is school day =/

2007-08-19T00:25:00.000+08:00

This is my life...

I have a very strict mother whom i respect very much.

Today i poured my heart to her, coz i decided

that i shall not keep quiet forever.

I wanted my mum to know how much i love her deeply,

and that its not only through the words i say,

but my actions and deep in my heart how i feel.

Parents care for us, hence they tend to get over anxious about us.

Sometimes they only think of our safety. My mum is one

who believes in self-integrity, responsibility and

initiativeness.

But i need her to know sometimes i want to lead life,

my way. I need time with friends, with her...

also what i did is necessary.

Not so that i feel like a heroine after telling her all that,

but so that she knows how much i loved her.

The passing of a great man

2007-08-15T22:37:00.001+08:00

As some of you might have heard me mentioned about this great man... He is Mr Tham my tourism lecturer cum mentor for 2 years during my poly education. As i was a cross stream student, i get to see Mr Tham for 2 years instead of the normal 1 year which most tourism student might have encountered, others maybe even lesser.

He have taught me a great deal of things including life lessons as well as he was the one who recomend me into Abacus to work. He also agreeded to be my referer without any hesitation. This great man brought the whole group for Hong Kong trip as well as introduced us alot about tourism and work life.

I have last seen him about 4mths back and he was strong and fit as a fiddle. Life is so unpredictable.. hes gone now... and all i am left with is memories and teachings left behind by this great man. You will greatly be remembered and loved by all of us.

Clock

2007-08-12T11:32:00.000+08:00

Nice Clock rite?

Reminds me of how time flies pass everyday =)

Feeling Pissed

2007-08-11T19:41:00.000+08:00

Something happened today to make me question... who am i? Am i really who i am?
I was kinda upset when i reached home and realised that one of my fav shirt flew down the window and landed on the pillar of my neighbour's house. Guess wat? I went to press the bell, went to knock the door and still no answer. I even had to resort to pasting a post-it note to get em to sweep my shirt off.... still no action. Ended up my mum had to help me with it.

Of course, before hand that wasnt wat she said? She told me it was just a cheap piece of clothing that wasnt worth wasting time over? Have she thought of how i felt? She reminded me of once when i had a quarrel over a piece of clothing... my fav shorts with my ex. His mum offered to buy me a new piece, i rejected. Coz he can never find the same piece again....Dont anyone get it? I dont want just anything? or anyone? Its that particular thing that gives me tat feel? Nothing can replace it....Becos of that i made everyone upset... sometimes i just hate myself so much.

Is it that i am being selfish? Or that i am over sentimental? Of course She also mentioned that i am too impulsive... cant ever depend on me that sorta thing which upsets me alot...
Well i cried.... thats all... I just feel down... hope to cheer myself up soon. She even mentioned many things that hurt... i know its not true but i just dun wish to add on...

Didnt wanna bother anyone so i juz kept these feelings within me after the conversation with her.. didnt wanna tell my boi abt it too... Dar... sorry to keep this with me if u happen to read my blog... but i juz dun feel like mentioning.. at least not at this point in time.

At work LE treat us all Orange Juice today and stopped me for coaching... the word coaching really scares me alot... i was wondering what i did wrongly again... ended up heng... its just monthily coaching to set target and all... i am just too tired.. i might just go ahead with a break... i am dying...SOMEONE ANYONE.... HELP!

~Tiredness~

2007-08-08T14:01:00.000+08:00

Woots... today very tiring siahs...
Network is down then answer about 85 calls haha.... one of my collegue more power lor.. answer 100 over calls.. then they brought us Crysanthenum Gingseng Tea for all staff... shiok leh... this is what i call caring for your staff =Ppp...

Later got farewell dinner to attend.. but havent confirm going or not... check with mum if she will be cooking or not first haha. Shiaks... forgot to ask LE if get can No pay Leave if used up all my AL or not.. haiz haiz... forgot to reply for the fireworks tickets also.. alamakz... 120 pairs.. dunno still got chance or not lehs... me so tired... Friday then i think i try to send bahs haha...

Ok take care all.... my voice gone soon lol.... Happy national day! ^^ n looking forward to D&D.

Sadden

2007-07-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

haha those that already know yeah i flunk it again... its becoming no biggie now lolz...
oh but the sad news is that AQ will be tendering tmr... so =( left me alone lor... bery sad leh...
dunno can ask christina move back sit beside me mah.. or time for me to leave "home" haha..
Nevertheless i wish her all the best in her new job =)

busy day

2007-07-30T15:21:00.000+08:00

Aiyo i make a big mistake today.. tot that AQ come in at 8 oso.. end up its for sat only lar.

Tht ger make me happy for nothing...met Vera on the bus stop on the way home...shes on half way n goin imm buy groceries keke... today calls not too bad.. hit my 60 calls zhun zhun as usual to avoid last 5mins curse lolz.

Anyway i got myself scald in the pantry in the morn coz i took med in the morning.. n nearly

fell down the steps on the way to mrt to work and alot alot... keep sleeping everywhere i go..

even when AQ speak to me i could hardly n i mean really hardly hear her words..

and i am going huh huh huh today ...

later go bbdc take test at night lo... pray for me ok everyone!!!! scared later sleepy

see things wrongly... hope not. Today is die die must pass... coz i am v dissapointed wif myself le.

I must prove everyone wrong tat i can do it de...omg thunder >.<>

~ Back frm doc~

2007-07-28T17:00:00.001+08:00

Hi all... i am back from the doc..

sometimes i feel that doc arnt that great afterall..

they analyze our words and they tell us the verdict we already know haha...

etc. Anyway i saw mum on the way to see my doc, she wanted to see her company doc..but end up they have closed and will only be opened later in the afternoon.. so i dragged mum to see

my doctor instead since she was having a bad ache...

Its all the pimple cream's fault... sighs... now that i have to take 4 kinds of sensitive skin medicine everyday... i hate em! hate em! hate em! =(

HarloW eVerybOdi

2007-07-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

Thursday and my off day

What does a normal teen does on her off day?

Well... go out with friends... go shopping... have fun.. dating...sleep at home? watch movie? etc...

So guess what i have been doing today?

*lol* Housework.... I changed 2 beds today, did the laundry, sweeped the floor...

cleared the rubbish in my room .... *Tiredness*

Of coz i took sometime to watch clip on youtube also... then did abit of

planning for the next 3 mths for school and scheduling for my driving too...

gosh... no money to pump for driving already... haha

Still owe mum $$, if i pay her this month means my POSB bank will drain after i pump for driving... but i also dun wanna drag too long.. dun like the feeling of owing ppl $$...

Can you understand how i feel? being so broke... really hope i could do something

to earn an extra income somewhere... somehow.. but now that i am

still studying.. its hard.. have to even sacrifice my leave

Some alwful rashes have been developed all over my face after i used a new pimple
cream product.. i am not sure is it that i use too much (overdose).. or is it my

skin is naturally sensitive to the product? But it says Gentle to the skin ph 5.5... sighs...

look what i've done to myself...? now i am one ugly woman =(

How to face the people when i go to work tmr?

----Updates---

2007-07-23T17:25:00.000+08:00

HOT ! HOT ! HOT !

Mass updates...

Wednesday... went to BBDC to attend the final theory revision class... wow it was good...

yeah also to welcome my precious back in singapore haha... gosh hes tanned and he looks like a crab lolz... only from the back... the front is okie...

Thursday trip opened my eyes with regards to operations line... din know my mei li so

big that so many ppl were asking about me.

The best was when tht guy ask auntie Susan who am i.. and she answered... Towkay lor..

she is my boss... lolz.. in my heart i am thinking... yah for one day.

You shld had seen how his jaws dropped...

SO my final result to Jeffery is No... i will not accept his job offer,

anyway the job is under paid even if i take it.. and i won't be so dumb.. its almost free labor.

Friday when going home heard some annoucement on the train abt disrupted train

service to Clementi.. wonder what happened.. but hack i am not interested.

Saturday... this few days keep on rainning non stop... good or bad? Didnt go to CS Bash on friday coz AQ had a bad neck ache while myself having a bad cough, and it was rainning... ,

but heard that batch 04 mosty went... LK, Jaq, Janice,HY, Alvin.. all went lehz

Sunday.... Nua at home lolz

Monday... wow heard alot about the bash... LE was mentioning to us about

hunks wearing G-string walking arnd... and the ladees were screaming..

Irene spunk the butt of the hunks and stuffs....

Also heard from HY n Janice that they juz went there to drink only....

Dunno good or bad that i didnt go haha....

Anyway i am still thinking wanna join IDD performance at MOS or not...but school

is starting which means i wun have time for rehersals with the gals.... how can make it in 1 mths time wor... when they all already started rehersing?

Good luck to me... August is ending which means next mth end.. sch is re-Opening YAY!!!!!

Rashes are back by the way... sighs... super itchy... gosh... i forgot to buy eye mo =(

Changed Skin again...

2007-07-21T16:41:00.000+08:00

Haha... never satisfied with my blogskin.... so lazy to change yet insist that i must change lolz...
been very sian and moody recently.. pardon me all esp all those that have faced my coldness..
I just need a shoulder to rely on...

Results

2007-07-13T18:36:00.000+08:00

One Good news & 1 Bad...
Bad first .... Flunk FT again and gotta retake evaluation.... supersians...
Good News.... I cleared my 2 degree modules.... both C grade... not very well done...
time to buck up.... i guess i was too stressed with so many things that time... hence cant really do well lor... well know whaT? EXcuses lar.... haha...... better luck next time!

Events

2007-07-12T08:45:00.000+08:00

Woooo.. today is my off day & later i'll be going BBDC for my FT test again *prays hard for pass*. Currently having a super sorethroat feeling very uncomfortable right here...Sighs my nose & my throat... =(

Looking forward to our CS Bash on 20/07...since AQ confirm she's going.. think we will drag Cass and her another friend along too hahaz... wonder if HY, JaQ n co... all coming or not.. @@ Another upcoming wld be our co 10 Anniversary D&D on 25Oct07...
that day got nothing on lehs... maybe i will go too.. hahas....

Next week 3 days wont have darling wiz me... so sad =~( ..yst went out... for more details.. refer to my other blog lolz... Dun wanna say much ler.. mum still not talking to me..
she make me feel more n more strongly that i should move out!

Oh btw guys n gals..... any comments on my new blog layout???

2007-07-10T17:02:00.000+08:00

Yippie....

Today is actually not a good day.. But becos of one cute customer... she really made my day!

At that point of ime i was thinking... since today i cant hit quota already, at least

make my customer happy. And so I talked to her... She said.. sorry i cant speak chinese very well, i hope you can understand my poor mandrain..i could sense a strong cantonese tone and i

asked her in chinese...

Do you wish to speak in cantonese? I cant speak it very well....but i can understand

what you say and i will reply in mandrain to you...

You could sense the reliveness in her voice as she spoke to me in cantonese..

and she was so greatful that i could listen and speak to her.. as

she need not try hard to speak in mandrain hehe....

kept thanking me at the end of the call... she made my day...

i also felt i went a little extra mile for her since it was within my means...

2007-07-08T19:16:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U_u4kGVhgA4

Enjoys this very nice song ^^

2007-07-07T17:42:00.000+08:00

Wat a pathetic day... today when i reach office.. saw then my cluster got no one...
got a shock.. tot coz its rainning hence everyone late...
Marcus ran over i heard he said something like " oh so u will be late.. u want me to tell which tm". Then end up told Marcus that Lisa will be in later.. n ya me alone lolz....
But later on AQ came lar... but only both of us lor... so pathetic... SL was super low.... RED one lor.. see also demoralizing then got this customer telling grand papa story.... wah can Zzzz

Wahaha.... plan to get a pet next time if i dun wanna haf children... so i can have some companion keke... ^^ Latest update.... i wan a carrrrrr.......hmm... red or white car... *winKs*

No MoOD

2007-07-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

No MoOd

I really have got no mood today.. to work. Almost got into trouble with AC my sup. Coz i didnt wanna follow up someone else's case as i think that before you go on leave, you should leave a remark for others to follow up your outstanding case and not to let the other person who doesnt know what is going on to wipe yer ass.

Even myself when i am doing my stuffs, i do not just leave em lying around. I make sure i do a proper wrap up or follow up my job till the end and not let em dangle in mid air.

That is why .... i've made up my mind to go for my degree as i do not wanna be being STEPPED at right at the bottom...

This suxXXXX! I am getting sick of the nonsense... its a matter of time i'll go!

Made Pasta for mama...

2007-06-27T19:08:00.001+08:00

Sorry pics not v clear... =X Pic of pasta i made for mum to try ^^ Top one is clam chowder soup....

Check it out!!!! Some birthday stuffs haha

2007-06-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

Flowers frm a fren ^^ & Cake & Bracelet frm him... heee

Dun ask me what i did for my birthday...
sounds silly i know....
i slept 3/4 of the day after working lolz...

Latest Creation...

2007-06-22T21:16:00.001+08:00

Nice>>>> ?

~Weee BoreD~

2007-06-20T19:25:00.001+08:00

Hey wanna take a look at my collection of my most fav heels? hee..

MusIC

2007-06-14T08:49:00.001+08:00

Enjoys!

YeaH!

2007-06-10T16:44:00.000+08:00

Hiya Ladees & Gentleman!!!!! *drumb roll*....
I've passed my FT Evaluation!!! The next available FT test will be on the 26/6/07 but i booked on the 27/2/07 hehe... hope that someone sells his/her slot so i can take on an earlier date.. haiis haiis...

Now still having my 2 mths break.. dunno when my friends wanna go pay up school fees leh...gotta wait lor... else maybe after my birthday i just go and pay alone.. =D
Everything is so far so good... still trying to struggle on to settle those little things in my brain.. having such a big headache...

Think in 3weeks time many things will be settled lar... esp when pay comes.. then very fast the pay will be gone too.. haha...i need money badly leh.. anyone can recomend temp job for like few days or few weeks de? Can work in evening de?.. haiis haiis... >.<

Collarge ^^

2007-06-07T21:56:00.000+08:00