Yes that's right i am busy...

Hi gals....
Yes... i've been very very busy now. Good news... for another 3 weeks till end of October. Bad news, examinations is coming soon... Boo Hoo... project dateline is nearing too and yet not much had been done. Cheers to Man United... coz the case study is really killing me.... sobs...

No traveling until next year... sadden....last week heard from my friend that both her GPs went to join Babe le... tears was coming but i had to just bear the pain... coz to me these GPs are so fragile man... I'm really tired... so much to do.. so little time. Dont even have time to sleep...

Went to watch F1 race last week... wow the lightnings and the vroom vroom sound of the cars...
oh man!!!! no... i didnt watch the finals lolx i watched one of the trainning... finals i watched at home with my boi... was a good watch althou i am not a fan of F1... haha

Nowadays there are more people locking up their blogs... good or bad? You decide...
till then... ciaos!

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BoO!!!

Thanks Bandanna for the SMS... sorry that i was really busy to reply...finally could message you!
Yeah all!!!! I am happy that i survived a week in this new work place of mine! Overall i am still quite positive, trying to increase the Chinese population in my team bleahS....

Today OT-ed for 15mins haha... (paid hor). =Pppp here got trend.. most ppl will OT during lunch de... or if they end at 5pm... they will OT too. Its just that they are so slow, so slow in processing stuff lors...like my staff pass and my security pass... i got the feeling like they'll never come lolx.
Anyway they are making moving preparation la.. so sooner or later... (in 2 mths) we'll be out of here and all that passes... it wouldn't matter anymore.

Really hope that things will improve here.. really can't stand the slowness... bud den slack got slack good oso. Here u take MC... u MIA... bo lang seems to scream at you, but your poor team mates gotta work extra hard to clear the calls lor... so see how lor?

Heard from TL that Monday got Ah Neh comin to join us. So i suggested yesterday for him to drag the training so that its easier for him to teach... and truely, he did it leh haha.
So today been doing jagging... he told me to clear OF.. i told him No.... bu yao hai wo....
i told my colleagues that if they do that to me... I'll be MIA on Monday for sure...
want sue sue lor lolx.... i cant be bothered... the coy is so big yet they only have only one pathetic n small projector... >.<||| sighs... anyway i bo hius le la... tmr got class...zZzzzz gotta wake up early.

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My New Job

And so, i woke up extremely early at 5.30am today, not that i was excited about my new job. But that was becos mum left for work, so told her to wake me up... but i woke up even before my alarm went off. Headed off to have breakfast, took a cold shower and set off to Jurong East to work.

As it was my first day, and i totally had no idea what time or what colour was the bus, i decided to walk to the office. (10-15mins walk) not that bad loh.... then didn't know who to look for and where to go, and decided to call the P.I.C whom i was told to call the other time when i had the interview, and she told me to proceed to the 3rd level eventually... shoke hands with boss and ya was introduced to the TL and then to the director.... and spend the next few minutes listening to boss yadaing about the call board. Next hour, spend the time in front of the PC looking at MOM website EP application and stuff.... followed by another few hours of jagging with my colleague as i watched SL plunged. OMG.... Zzzz

Then she told me she is having lunch @ 2pm and that i had to go at 1pm ALONE!!! Poor me... and so i walked to Atrium to had lunch all alone... sOb sOb... it was my first day at work and i had to eat alone... i felt so pitiful. Time passed very quickly today although all i did was jaggin in and listening to calls... and ya staring into space lor....But boss says that my trainning starts tmr which... i am not so sure, i dun mind jagging smmore since i get paid and i get to learn more things lor....

**********************************NOTICE************************************
By the way, if you are interested to work in an EXPANDING Call Ctre environment,
Gov-Linked and partially owned by Temasek Holdings... most of it all,
you need a Full-Time job & don't mind working on alternate Saturday, OFFICE HOURS &
NO SHIFT WORK required and get paid for OT even for 15 minutes!!!! and is ready to commit for @ least 6months!!! Training provided! Kindly inform me^^ coz i haf sumthing fer you!
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Yawnz... feeling tired as i typed... so i shall stop here... go dry my hair and get ready to bed! Sigin off at 10.03pm

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Happy Belated National Day!

Have you watched the opening of the Beijing Olympics... wow... the moment my bf left.. it was like... Singapore lolx... the nbr 188th country to enter the stadium lor... but the fireworks were really spectacular and the lighting up ceremony was grand. Yesterday watched weight lifting, man's gymnastics and today was swimming, archery and woman's gymnastics.

And Boo!!!! Happy Belated National Day. Was out yesterday at my bf's auntie's house to have pot luck. Well, went to watch preview last week and it was quite disappointing, only the fireworks was worth it and the musical fountains that were spectacular. You should look at how everyone anxiously looked at the "birds" coming out and trying to spot Cheryl on the TV... i must say we had a good laugh...

Aunty Grace also taught us quite alot about the selection of flats, and where to stay. Also gave us a sneak preview of an agent's life. Not easy at all...

Had fun with Twinkle (Aunty Jess's dog), Nica & Phela (Aunty Dori's dog) haha. Look at how Natasha progressed... she is not so afraid of the dogs anymore.. unlike Jeremy.. oh mine... he let go off Nica.. luckily my darling got hold of her... else dunno where she run to already... prob wham into Aunty Doris... or Ah ma...

Well everything is coming together now.
Tmr will be my first day at work of my new assignment, hopefully good enough to last me till next year. Then planning to do the HLE right after my 3 months period, just nice also the end of exams... then we can proceed with the selection of the flats.. and look forward to next year together.. and before that .. X'mas and graduation celebration. Yippie! I am so glad that things are slowly falling in place now.

Also this coming Sat will be the start of my last school semaster... i am so looking forward to it and it to be over!!!! Will update more when i am more free... sorry for the delay all.


To Bananna: Hope you get well soon ....
To Max: Hope you will find a job with better prospects...
To Aunty Chris: Hope that the new department is better for ya ^^ update me ya?
To my friends overseas: Hope you all are well and can adapt to life out there... and don't forget us at Singapore =)

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M.I.A

Hi All... how time flies? realized that i had stopped bloggin for almost 2 months? wow.. can't believe it. Well life had been very happening la.. i actually accepted an assignment and worked on it for like only 2weeks.. i can't believe it. But its really very boring.. right now still on a job hunt. So if you have anything in mind.. lemme know.

Another year of my life had gone... a year older by now lolx... dunno is happie or not? Thanks dearie for the little celebration and NYNY for the candy floss cake haha... we finished the meal!!!

Havnt got to meet up my poly friend before he went Aussie to study... sad case budden nvm lar.
Juz came back from a short holiday at Genting/Camerons... was a good trip. Tiring but quite enjoyed it ! Had been feeling very lethargic recently .. wonder what's wrong with me... =/

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Weeee.... I'm back again....

Wow.... some good news... feeling better now as my job hunt was rewarded. But still i find that the employers nowadays really sux!!!! Haiiz.... want to go do some shopping soon, get some new clothes Weee....went to 3 interviews: Results as follows:

Company A:
POST: Recruitment Consultant
Salary: FIX + COM + Transport allowance (FIX SUM)
First interview impression:
-AGM commented that she enjoyed talking to me... but she has 8-9 more candidates to see.. will get back to me soon... she asked me to give her my comments.
(so i more or less know that she wanted me liaos haha)

Company B:
POST: Telesales Officer
Salary: FIX + COM based on salary+ Incentive (Unknown)
First interview impression:
-50% chance.. coz it was a super short interview, and i forgot to print my resume for them (they didnt ask for it in the first place) and the recruitment consultant didnt gave me any good impression.

Company C:
Post: Telemarketing Assistant <-> Accounts executive
Salary: FIX + Com
First interview impression:
HR assistant said i am definitely the person which they are looking for...
Accounts manager said she is willing to give a chance......wanted me to go for higher position

[End up all is bullshit, told me to call her on her OFF day, and she's on AL for 1 week]

Been keeping track of the latest BTO coz plan to get my own flat soon. But of course,
$$ is always a problem. Haiiz...becos of this every time argue..sobs.... what to do?
Have to be realistic wat? Where can we find so much money when u want to pay for your family... and save for OUR family?

Haiis.... hope to be able to catch up with Christina and co soon but i doubt lor.. with all this busy schedule and busy life and stuff and few mths time sch opening again... haha... but life busy is good, it means it is fruitful.

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BuRpz...

This whole week is the best week.... 1 whole wk spend wif my dar. Then we hav been getting food restaurants membership card... *burps* was just telling dar, tat next time June will be the "hot" eating month... and we'll be like busy eating and spending vochures in June haha. Anyway glad that J meimei is getting better day by day, really happy for her...
now is hope that she can be discharged soon. Job hunting still no results... sob sob..
continue the search, continue the hunt.

Watched VCD with dar today... The decedents... quite an awful show lar lolz. Ending quite sad lor, almost all 6 of the main cast all gone in the cave haiis. But had quite some good food today. Hope dar is full and he should be home soon? hehe.

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~aNother Day~

Yesterday meet up with dar around 3++pm, then went to visit J meimei. Saw her "throw tantrums" and crying away. Felt upset and tried to control my tears. Tried to talk to her,
to try and forget the pain and endure it. Then saw that each time dar talks to her, she listens,
but she keeps on saying pain and she cannot take it. Realize that the way she lies tilt too much to one side, that why her leg went numb.

The doctor also was too fierce, i mean how can you speak to a kid in such a fierce manner. After all, she is still your patient. But life is like that, you cant be commanding people around. Even more so when you are ill, don't think that others are obligated to serve you. They are there to give you support and help you, but if you don't help yourself then no one will be able to. No one can feel your pain that is in you, we can only be there for you.

Having another day of hard time trying to sleep, end up went to watch abit of tv till quite late then when to tuck in. Can't help thinking when she will brace herself up, as there are so much things happening and we really can't afford to have her acting like this....

PS brace up soon, its for the better of yourself to get well. Do it for yourself, if not for your brother or mother. You have everyone's support. Be strong and get well. We want to see you back on your feet soon and get out of that place... we'll be happy to stand by you always.

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~Daily Entry~

...Daily Entry...
Goals Recapped:
1. Driving Licensed Obtained.
2. Degree ( almost there)
3. Full- time Job (No where in sight)

Its 08.05am now, as i blog. Would say a very early morning for one whom is not working.
Looking forward to a day out as i haven't been really out for sometime already.
NP gangs going back to meet Miss KPT. Was speaking to dar about this legendary lady yesterday night before i had trouble falling asleep.
Its weird to say this, but i think i have forgotten how to "fall asleep"
cause, i just have difficulties falling asleep these days.
And what happens in the morning is that i just get very lethargic and can't concentrate
on what i wanna do.

Anyone with any sleeping tips?
Tried drinking milk, hot milo , warm water and so on before going to bed but doesn't really works. Also tried to listen to my mp3s and sleep, but mostly waking up with a "tired ear".

Well i am still keen on a short holiday, although a long one will even be nicer. But now is the travel peak season... oh when will NATAS fair be?

Lastly, glad that J Sis is ok, although haven't visit her yet.
Hope that she can be discharged soon and is feeling ok.
Just hope that she do not keep re-thinking the process, i know she'll be okay
as she have us around and she's a positive gal.

Saw this interesting crafted baby in an email
and thought i do a little artwork to the photo.
Find the baby so cute, like a real baby. Take a look, and leave your comments =)

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Recuperation

AM i moving towards the road of recuperation, or am i moving into the road of doom?
Seriously i cannot answer you this. I can only tell myself each day, not to think about it and to slowly proceed on. Taking a step at a time. Still no potential job to apply for.

Thou yesterday was dar's burfie, he still came down to pei wo and talked to me. Decided that we should both go visit J sis today together. Wonder how's she feeling already... Op should be done or not near completion, will try to talk to her laters. Now feeling alittle tired.. guess i will go shower soon and get ready to meet dar. Looks cloudly and rainny still.. hope that the sun shines after the rain. Added KW in my links... going to job sites to see awhile more than go shower already.

Al thou it's raining.. but its still very very hot.

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Depression

I think i am in depression. I just feel like being alone... maybe its because people around me havn't been caring enough. Maybe its just that i self-induced. I can't sleep every night. I either made myself so tired that i fall asleep. Or sometimes i just cry myself to bed. I just feel like crying so much, crying all the miserables in my life. No one actually cared about how i felt inside. The pain is back.. the painful memories.. which i can't seem to let go...

This is really sad... I've worked so hard. But now, i am jobless. I'm jobless for coming 3 months. And i am depressed. Everyone has someone...but me? I have no one. When i looked at my phone... I don't know which number to dail, I dunno who to sms to. Coz i have no one. When i need help... I just sat there and i cry... and slowly i cry myself to sleep. In the morning, i just refused to wake up. I am so stressed... so upset. I am so upset with myself. So leave me alone....
Let me rot.... let me be....Why is it that everyone else have more attention than me? Do they deserve it? Why is it that i must always fight with them for attention to be cared for?

I am just a useless piece of junk...right now i juz dun feel like speaking to anyone. Believe me.. when i go... no one will know, no one will care... this is how cruel this world is... maybe i am suited alone...maybe that is the best for me. Once again i did a mass deletion on my MSN... more people are gone.. coz i believe if they cared, they'll initiate a chat. Not me... not always i am the one.... if u dun care abt me ... then off u go... let me be alone.... u are juz a passer-by in life... i am really very tired... tired of living in this world, of all this fights... of all this nonsense....

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Happy Mothers day!!!

Happy Mothers day!!!
Too all mama out there... this day is dedicated to you.
For all your heart-work in bringing us up and time spent on teaching us the right path and
things to do. All the advice and all the time to nurture us.

Brought mummy to Thai Express today... luckily got reservation, else sure gonna regret de.
Then at night go to my bf place for dinner. Overall food at Thai Express never seems to disappointed me, just that the prawn balls today dun haf!!! omg... wanted mummy to taste it cos so nice. Not heartache on the money spend lar.. considering all the care that my mum had provided me. All the money she had spent on me.. this is really nothing lor, without her dun haf me lor.

Hope she understands my intention of the meal.. having a bad stomach contraction now.. urgh.. wun blog further. Btw, just killed 2 cockroaches.. real big ones in the kitchen juz mins ago.

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Its a good day...

We went to Lot1 to shop shop around... well nowadays there are more new shops liaos.. saw a pair of really nice sovilet titus watch arghz... *gian* $200++ lehs... broke.. *sob sobs*
Then we brought prezzies for our Mummys as tmr is Mother's day. And already got consent from mama to book lunch @ Thai Express as the food there is tried and tested and tasted good keke. Hope mummy will like the food lar.. coz i know she likes thai food de.

Then bought her lip stick too... My darling also bought lip stick for his mama, hope yr mama like the colour which i've choosen for her ya? Wah tmr will be the real busy day. A day committed for family lor... hahas. Hope faster find job also, so can start to repay my debts haha.
Bought a top @ double I today also.. simple short dress lar.. not bad lor kinda nice and simple. Well just want to clear my voucher haha since they accept it then good lor.

Okie dokies... gonna be busy in the up-coming week coz busy preparing for exams. Urghz.. time of the year which i hate most de... nvm nvm.... preserve as the light of the tunnel is near *lol* ->NOvember<-

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Blog it?

Still feeling sian coz no job knocking at my door. Mass application? No way... cheat my way through? I just cant be dishonest to myself and play a dis-service to myself. Thinking of what else to do to earn $. Is it becos i am too picky or is it becos i am truely finding something that i want?

Some people just don't need us around coz we are just extras in their life, althou good to have. They just want to share all the good times, and leave you alone to cry. Well that's the reality of life!
Right now i just want to quickly finish exams which is like 2 more weeks to go... get down back on my job hunting and settle down asap. Rotting at home isn't really a very nice thing to do.

I can only say and hope that in time to come all these will become not important as what i am holding on to have proven its worth...

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Its been a tired week

Seems like much had been happening around me weather i knowingly realized or unknowingly knew about it. And so i respect all of your decisions, be it in friendship, walking in and out of my life or in deciding what you wanted in your lives.

Of course we have no control in your lives as we are busy leading our own. Everyone yearn for a break in life sometimes, yet sometimes we can't. There are just somethings that you want to let go, but you just can't.

Well... life has been a tormenting process. I even asked my mum... if it was so hard to give birth to me.. why did u do it? Sometimes i wish i hadn't been born. To suffer in this crude crude world...

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Some reflections while job-seeking

Hey all.. been a couple of weeks since I've started job seeking. Finding nowadays recruitment agency so slacking and have not been performing up to standard. Why so?

Received a call just minutes ago saying that I've been short-listed for an interview for 2 positions.
1- Financial consultant
2- Recruitment officer
The lady Miss A ruffled through her "introduction" and i didn't really catch where she was calling from. Later she said she was just representing "A" recruitment firm.. of course as much as you've wanted to guess, the first position was with prudential (which i currently have no interest in).
Gosh.. when i tried to probe more about the 2nd job, she just told me.. oh the job is to recruit agents.. i was like (duhz.. u think i can't read English or what?)

And all the time not only she was unable to furnish me more details (which other agencies does) she kept telling me i can't tell you until you have come down for the interview. (which i wasn't totally interested). I mean, why waste people's previous time.. its not like as if you are that free also right. And of course, i rejected her "kind offer" for the interview since she was not performing up to standard. Well, so disappointed.

Indeed, the market is super saturated with this kind of jobs.. so watch out! And recruitment firms who doesn't publish enough informations... what a let down.. you think nowadays people are so hard up for jobs?

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gOoD NeWs

Tada!!! Hello everyone....
thanks for visiting my shop and showing me your support with your purchases,
hehe... starting to kick off business now especially with recommendations around .
And to those whom are still wondering how i fare for my driving... read below. =)

Well, so happened i got the same test route and i sort of got the tester that i wanted.
Hengz he wasn't that fierce, he smiled wif me smmore nehz... well everyone knows that for
BBDC test route 6,8 is most difficult de. Not to show off lar, but really becos of the slopes,
U turn and all the traffic you had to beat. Oh boy!!! It is also a route where
most instructors do not wanna take you, which means less practice lor.

Anyway, they just wanna bring you near near so that you come back fast fast and
they earn the money liao lor.

Well overall happy with my improved performance and had my license on this special special day! I've made it!

Now waiting for my photo card license to come, oh when will my car come? haha... and its 1mth left to exams and 1Wk left for project deadline. And i am still job seeking lolx.

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Still as busy

Busy working on projects, preparing for driving test.. and finding jobs. After which most prob will be busy preparing for exams already.

Will be going for 2 interviews, 1 is a marketing position and the other is more of corporate sales position. Hehe.. excited worz. Will try my best, hopefully can start work soon. Been rotting for so
long already...Well, slowly learning to take things in stride. =)

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I really got so boliao today...

no mood for anything..
so i decided to do something...
compile all my cat collection!!!!
In the end i still missed out my pink kitty photo frame & Garfield telephone haha...
Bo!!!! Shhh! i am waiting for my speakers to "die off" and prob can
get a kitty speaker as well lolx
Not alot actually... coz i check on PRICE & Design..

as well as the fact that i don't just like any cats...

Actually other than the pair of earrings, everything else was contributed by
someone else .. my friends.. my mum.. (unintentionally)... and my love..
postcards from job factory (which they happened to use a cat) and STB cat badge which happened to be Singapore's icon. lolx

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~Busy Month~

Hey peepz... this is gonna be another busy month for me.
Busy job finding... busy wiz projects...with my school
busy with building relationships...
busy with my business and doing up promotions...
Woahz... alot of things to do plus my driving test...
gotta watch out for family members too... =/
OMG! STRESS!!!!

Forgive me if i dun haf time to meet up k...
really want to meet up soon...

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