Moody

Hi all... I am feeling preety moody mans... wonder wats getting into me.
I feel like i am stucked in a complicated relationship right now and like i dun really like where i am? Anyway juz to share wif u an accident... today was at JP double index shop and i was browsing thru the new arrivals... and saw this blouse that i quite liked... the sales gal saw and she was like "this one left size S only" i was like... do u expect me to wear M or L. She cant judge my size meh... and soon i left the shop.. was like pissed off lor...

When when it comes to love... i guess i am not that fortunate.. coz so far no one guy had done something that was so memoriable or so romantic and touching.. i would say i have some nice and some really bad encounters though...

Good but not there yet ones
- A guy ever had some flowers delievered to my office on Valentine's Day for me.. and it was a flower set not a boquet.. it came with chocs and a lion toy in a heart which i later learned that it should be a monkey toy. They had substitute the toy without letting him know. There were sunflowers... cant exactly remember if there were any roses... Felt quite shy coz every other collegue that passed by was asking whos the sender and i couldnt reveal...

-My buddy who actually listened to my love story and he cried? Not exactly romantic but i felt he cares so much for me... He actually bring me out to the park for walks and listen to me pour out my woes and stuff... Sometimes he also threatens me wiz stuff like if u dont listen to me and go try hurt yourself... i will do the same.. or i will kneel the whole night...... though i dunno if he really did that.. i trust that he is not a liar.. coz so far he had been honest with me.


Bad to the bones
-Ex that scolds me and still can have the mood to throw me alone in the living room to cry while his sister watches me. Had a quarrel and tells me i will not send u home, u can go home now if u want... allows me to run down the stairs "from 12th floor" and take a cab and went home all alone when i was angry...... Make me travel from Jurong to Bugis, Bugis to Bedok (his place).. coz he was mad at something...tells me that its our 2nd yr anniversary but pls dun expect any flowers or anything from him...as i am already his girlfriend.. Expect me not to fold my arms, put my hands in my pocket or do certain things coz they look ugly? He do have some good points though, like he will cut the food ready for u to chew... debone yr ribs for u ......can be quite caring at times ...

-Ex that made me rush to his house to stop him from playing games yet cldnt? Had to sms him till he begged me to stop sms him and calling him as he wanted to play his games...and simply coz i didnt like him to play so much and do nothing else...

Sighs... really scared of being in a relationship coz of so many bad experiences.. unless that guy did something to touch my heart.. i guess its still a NO!